I don’t know how to say this . I don’t know where to start . but somehow , I fell like our relationship has gone worsen by time . we’re not used to be like old days anymore . I’m not that manja to you now . okay . I got it since I’ve grown , but , how come , you make me feel like im not that important anymore ? you never look at me the way you look at me now . it pains me crucially even without words . I easily terasa because of you , because you never care about how I feel . I want to be with you like how it used to be back in my childhood . you gives me painful words , I endure . but , somehow I have my limits to your words and now , I cant handle it anymore . I cried so many times because of you . but , you never seems to notice all this pain I had gone through . I like it the most when im sick , because at least you’ll be there and spent your time with me and that’s the time when you’re nice and I hope it’ll never ends . call me sensitive , but I am , when it comes about you .

Echa

Today I skip work and woke up at 10 am . I cycled around Pandamaran and Telok Gadong with Asmah for half an-hour . after that I went to picked up Akmal at Batu Unjur and ate at McDonalds , the three of us . hee . The real reason why I skip work is because I had to go and buy pin no for UiTM . and guess what ? I did . I’ve mohon through UiTM and I tried to apply for matriculation but , tak boleh . so , before I bought the pin no , I went to the office nak amik gaji . yahoo ! now I have kaching kaching ~ so , after this , Cica dah balik sekolah , we planned to go to Jusco and eat cakes at Secret Recipes . Me , Asmah , Kak Long and Cica . and of course , Walid . hee . so , there goes my day . take care !

Echa Arnizam

Hell yaw , after a while , I wanna talk about my SPM result . yeahh . well , if you asked me about my result . I can say its not that bad . im satisfied. No , proud to be exact . hell yeah I am . my dad congratulated me with a new bike , yahoo ! my cousins gave me money , kachingg kachinggg ~ well , I can say , I never thought I can do good in my SPM despite the effort I put . imagine , im not a good student and I never listen to my teachers . but , when im on form5 , i9’ve started study harder than I used to be . so now , all the ruckus about continuing my studies , and I’ve choosen UiTM and UiTM only . aha . well ,us CASE , me , Kaka and Siham hopes that we can at least get in the same university and we’ve been targeting UiTM Perak . do you think we’ll get in ? I mean , we have few A’s . nothing’s wrong with that I guess ? hee . besides , i cant wait till Siham get back here at Malaysia . we'll have fun just like we did before . hee . cant wait . but , later , Kaka will be going to US . ahhh , bummer . seems like im the only one sticking at Malaysia heh ? not going anywhere . what a good unnie i am . cant you tell ? haha

Echa

AHA . for the past 3 days , ive been skipping my work . well ,because of , I went to Pahang together with my Walid <3 hee . and our family of course . it was fun . sebenarnya , ada wedding . we wore blue that day . same colour . I like ~ hee . so , after the wedding we headed back to our hotel , and rest for a while . pukul 4 , we went down and swim ! yuhuuuu . besttt ! so , we swam for 2 hours only and mandi . after that , we went to the mall near by the hotel , and had fun at the arcade . later on , kitaorg pg makan ikan bakar and yummy ! whoaaa . sedap gilaa . my tummy and Walid’s was about to explode since we both ate too much . ehee . lepas thu , we sent our parents back to the hotel and pick up Fayyat , Walid’s lil bro and went straight to Teluk Chempedak . we played at the water and play with Walid’s IPad . aha . we were shouting like crazy . you bet ! hmm , and then we went back to the hotel on 1am . and sleep ! the next morning , breakfast and swam for another 3 hours ! hee . we conquer the pool of course ! hee . and on 12 , we checked out and went to eat nasi padang . yummy ! hee . lepas thu , hantar Fayyat balik ke terminal sbb , dia nak balik Terengganu . and we head home . and just before we reached Karak , I drove the car and it was dangerous ! I couldn’t drive for so long , and when we reached Genting Sempah , Walid drove our car . awww , mama’s sleeping at the back , I sat in front dgn Walid , we had our little chat , rasa macam dah kahwin . hee / I like ~lepas thu , dah sampai Bukit Raja , dia pindah balik to his car , and my little sis and bro pun masuk kereta balik , and went straight home . sampai rumah around 5 , chillex for a while . lepas thu , main basikal dgn Semah and Kak Long with my new bike ! hee . and then , main badminton . hee . and that’s the end of my weekends J