“live the fullest , no holding back”
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011 || 4:58 AM
At last , there are some pictures of us . haha . it may not be nice , but somehow I just like it . the outing to Jusco was fun . but somehow , I am mad with this particular someone . okay . we went there around 2 and had lunch at Chicken Rice Shop , my treat ! Huahua . anyways , and then we did a little window shopping and both Milol and Walid bought something . and so do us 3 , except for Muaz , muahaha . okay . and then , we decided to go to Baskin Robbins , uwaaaa . I like it ! dah tak pg situ since were done with SPM ! bayangkan ! hee . anyway , im not feeling good for the past 3 days . ive been skipping work since Monday and I think tomorrow will be the same . I went to acupuncture and bekam my badan and kepala . meriah nyahhh ==’ anyhow , pray for my health please ! hee . thanks for stopping by .
Echa
A Full of Memories Day
Sunday, April 10, 2011 || 5:16 AM
Haha . see , Siham said it . we went out today . 6 of us . me , Walid , Muaz , Kaka , Siham and Milol . went to JBT for no reason , just for the sake of meeting Siham and have fun . so , went there and ate at Chicken Rice Shop ==’ and then wandering around JBT , masuk situ ,masuk sini . I really want that Balloon Yoyo ! Walid kedekut ! heh . okay , then we headed to Baskin Robbins ! and had our favourite Golden Medal Ribbon , Cotton Candy and Mint Chocolate Chip ! haha . will upload all the pics later , when I get it from Siham !
Echa
Friday, April 8, 2011 || 6:37 AM
I don’t know how to say this . I don’t know where to start . but somehow , I fell like our relationship has gone worsen by time . we’re not used to be like old days anymore . I’m not that manja to you now . okay . I got it since I’ve grown , but , how come , you make me feel like im not that important anymore ? you never look at me the way you look at me now . it pains me crucially even without words . I easily terasa because of you , because you never care about how I feel . I want to be with you like how it used to be back in my childhood . you gives me painful words , I endure . but , somehow I have my limits to your words and now , I cant handle it anymore . I cried so many times because of you . but , you never seems to notice all this pain I had gone through . I like it the most when im sick , because at least you’ll be there and spent your time with me and that’s the time when you’re nice and I hope it’ll never ends . call me sensitive , but I am , when it comes about you .
Echa
Tuesday, April 5, 2011 || 12:37 AM
My mind is on ease . somehow . I’ve moved on from something that I never thought I would . so , I am proud of myself for that . I’m changing myself to a better me . I used to be someone loud and still do , but , im trying to compose myself since im 18 y/o now and were about to continue our study . im trying to be someone else . and I was hoping that maybe I can focus on my studies more rather than having fun . im gonna try REAL hard . I want to make my parents proud of me , since my SPM result are not that great . so , what else heh ? ouhh , maybe Siham will continue her studies in France after matriculation or maybe degree . while me and Kaka will stay , until degree . and there will be more good-byes between us . well , I mean , Siham gonna stay at France for a quite awhile . while me , planning about continuing my masters in Business in Australia . only after I get marry . hehe . we’ll go our own separate way . ahh , how sad . maddening . and there will be more good-byes . I mean , when I continue my studies soon , im gonna be far from Walid . no more often dates . like , everyday ! no more . less person to count on . my family will be far if I continue somewhere in Perak , Segamat or Melaka . but , just wish me the best of luck , and hope that I can survive there okay ?
Echa
