My mind is on ease . somehow . I’ve moved on from something that I never thought I would . so , I am proud of myself for that . I’m changing myself to a better me . I used to be someone loud and still do , but , im trying to compose myself since im 18 y/o now and were about to continue our study . im trying to be someone else . and I was hoping that maybe I can focus on my studies more rather than having fun . im gonna try REAL hard . I want to make my parents proud of me , since my SPM result are not that great . so , what else heh ? ouhh , maybe Siham will continue her studies in France after matriculation or maybe degree . while me and Kaka will stay , until degree . and there will be more good-byes between us . well , I mean , Siham gonna stay at France for a quite awhile . while me , planning about continuing my masters in Business in Australia . only after I get marry . hehe . we’ll go our own separate way . ahh , how sad . maddening . and there will be more good-byes . I mean , when I continue my studies soon , im gonna be far from Walid . no more often dates . like , everyday ! no more . less person to count on . my family will be far if I continue somewhere in Perak , Segamat or Melaka . but , just wish me the best of luck , and hope that I can survive there okay ?

Echa